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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I passed my test yesterday!! but i'm still not going back, gonna stay here longer. haiz.. happy to pass but sad that i have to stay longer here. *shake head* today is my first day entering the new module but everything is cancelled due bad weather. unlucky.. really can't wait to go back. did an estimation, i should be back within 7weeks. hopefully.. pray ah pray.. =p
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 8:44 PM
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Hmm.. i'm lucky to still able to log in my blog account. haha. more than one year never update this blog. time to try reviving my blog but i doubt anyone will be reading now. i guess most of ur will assume my blog is gone alr. =p
Anyway, many things happened within this one year. now i'm stuck in australia, still waiting to go back. tentatively i'm supposed to go back by 15th october. if everything goes on smoothly, it shldn't drag i hope.. haha. as for people who r wondering how am i doing here, i can't answer ur here. maybe come ask me personally. =P haha..
Hmm.. will try to update this blog as much as poss. at least ur will know i'm stil alive. haha.
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 9:32 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Hm... I realised i'm getting more n more lazy to update my blog. LOL. however todae is holiday and i got nth to do, so juz update a bit. e past one wk is realli fun. thanks to my wisdom tooth, i got a long break. spent 5 days out of e wk wif dear which is kinda unexpected cause some are last min decided to meet out one. maybe is juz wan to meet out as much as possible now, knowing tat next few wks she needs to concentrate on her studies.
Ok, give a brief talk abt wat i act did for e past few days. fridae i was down to sch to dear cause she ended sch veri early. 12 smthing finish sch, realli gd life. don't recall i got end lesson so early. LOL. also got meet up mr lau for a short lunch talk. he shocked me wif his 'bmt-recruit' hairstlye!!! at first i thought is cause of his army but act is for the cancer programme. as usual, mr lau is the kind-hearted man. act i feel like doin tat also, but i don't tink my unit will allow. LOL. remind me of my botak during council camp. wahaha. oh ya, also on tat day i realise my dear always attracts funni noisy kids. they r everywhere, LOL.
sat, went to funan to buy my new camera wif dear. we spent 5hrs walking around e whole mall. i tink we explored every single corner in funan already. LOL. but at least we did smthing within e 5hrs. we made a very interesting present for TL birthdae, a bottle of sweet wif sunflower. sounds simple but we crapped a lot meanings to e present to make it sounds impt. ha. afterall is the thoughts tat count :P besides e present, i got my new cam!!! bought e exilim S600, quite nice :) costs mi 600 bucks :( after shopping, we had sakae wif e svc carnival committee memebers. n tat's e time when idiot TL they all flooded my tagboard in e vip rm. arghhzzz...
hmm... supposed to be short talk but ended up i got a lot to type. LOL. ok, shld stop here n take rest. readers also will feel tired readin long entry.
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 11:11 AM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
Yest got my wisdom tooth plucked out. did a local anesthesia, which is juz numb e operation area. so throughout the process can know wat is happening. lots of drilling, cracking n plucking. lucky tat e dentisit is quite skilful so everything is still ok. e whole thing is quite fast, i tink within 30mins already plucked out two. good.
after op, was told to stay at home n rest, no exercise at all cause it may cause more bleeding at e guma area. apparently i haf to bite some cloth thing to stop e bleeing. but i changed 4,5 times already, e bleeding still doesn't stop. after 5 hrs, e anesthesia is almost gone so biting actualli makes my gum feels more painful so gave up biting. surprisingly my wound stop bleeding by itself (-_-"')
then i didn't listen to doc advise, i went out :P cause my dear is having a veri bad stomach, so decided to go down sch n acc her home. ended we went shopping around for her fren present. LOL. but in e end, we didn't get anything also. ha.
now i got a swollen right cheek, LOL. guess it's juz normal. anyway, it's not so pain now, at least no need to depend on painkiller. no nice to depend too much on painkillers. hope tml e swelling will recover. tml i still got an interrogation to go. LOL.
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 1:55 PM
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Monday, July 31, 2006
I juz don't understand y... todae my life juz turned upside down totalli... juz within one nite everything juz changed... my mind is in a mess... it's jammed wif a lot of things tat i myself also don't noe wat am i tinkin abt... i'm juz not tinkin todae n everything is juz so out of position...
early in the morning, i forgot to bring my peak cap to camp n ended haf to sneak around to avoid ssm... then reach classrm, i realised i didn't even close my bag properly b4 i walked out of my hse... by then, i'm already quite dead... throughout e day, e brain is juz freeze there... i was trying to help out in the painting work, ended up i juz realised i'm stoning one side... i tink my cse IC realised smthing is wrong wif mi, so left mi one side... during e painting, i got stepped by my fren three times n hit by the pole also... juz don't noe is pure unlucky or i'm nt alert enough... after painting, my cse IC gave my briefing to all of us... there r a lot of impt things i tink but nth went into my mind... my brain juz feel veri loaded, can't absorb anything... after tat, i juz hastily went home...
along e way home, i juz don't feel correct... so after reach home, i straight go for a run... did almost sprinting throughout 1/3 of my usual running route then walked throughout e rest... tink running is e onli way to keep my mind free frm all e thoughts, cause during running i will onli tink abt e running pace n breathing, nth else... it was great during e run, especialli along my favourite peacefully road... on e way back home i saw siva jogging... tat's rare, had a short chat then return home... now i'm gathering all my thoughts n sort them out one by one... i juz noe tat, no matter how screwed up my life is, i still haf to face it n solve it... everything is juz a matter of time...
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 8:12 PM
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Juz post to say how lucky n happy i am to haf u in my life. but it's juz beyond description =) miss ya!
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 12:26 PM
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Monday, July 24, 2006
Haiz... now got no more volunteer work to do... life seem more sian now... i got mix feelings after finishing the carnival last sat... realli wish to continue on but i noe i muz prioritise... career obviously is e most impt now for mi... i can't afford to lose tis chance to get such a great career... seriously, it's realli sad to leave volunteering cause i may not haf anymore chance to do it again... though it's juz a short one n a half year in volunteering, i learnt a lot... it's a veri enjoyable experience, smthing tat i can't find elsewhere... as they always said in the chinese, all good things muz come to an end... it's time for mi to leave... sad but juz haf to accept it...
Todae i juz recaluated the possibility of i leaving on aug, seem like there is a high chance for mi to leave... kind of unexpected cause all the long i thought i will roll... seriously, if i haf to go, i will go... but now got a lot stuff unsettled, feel quite uneasy to leave without settling all e things... Especially there is one more veri serious problem tat i haf been avoiding for e past 1 yr... xiaoying brought it up last sat... actualli i realli forgot abt it after one yr of busy work... but now it's back again... it's juz smthing tat i can't face... maybe i haf to avoid again... seriously now it's not a gd time to talk abt it... everything is juz so uncertain...
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 12:33 PM
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