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Sunday, December 26, 2004

Yeah... i got e best christmas present in my whole life... a letter from the air force... an invitation for e pilot selection test... thought my chance is gone after e NDU selection test... now got chance again... msg kinsin just now n found out tat he already passed all tests... waiting to go aust for pilot grading... haiz... realli wish i can be like him... but... haiz... as expected, my parents don't allow... again e same reason... it's dangerous... if accident happens, can't even find e body... i'm like now damn pissed... it's like they just wan me be a super-slack cum useless infantry... first is the diving unit, if is not i follow my parents' wish, i will already took up e offer during interview... second is OCS, they wan me to slack during bmt so won't get in... now third is air force... guess wat is e reason they wan me to give... tell e officer tat i don't dare to operate plane... n i give the face (-_-"') yeah... u expect them to believe...

it is understandable tat parents will always be concerned of their children safety... i noe they realli care a lot for me... if i was them, i will tink e same way also... tat's y i actualli gave up e idea of NDU n OCS... felicia always say i slack n if singapore depends on us tis kind of people sure die... i don't realli feel good after hearing tat... but i cannot argue back cause' e truth is i did slack in e NDU test... if i get to choose, i will be enlisting along wif johnson to NDU... anyway, now cmpb demands a attendance confirmation in within two days n i still yet to persuade my parents... i doubt we can get to any agreement... kinsin suggested me to go for e tests first, then tell my parents... but it's not going last long cause' one day i sure need their signature for air force admission... i'm realli in a dilemma now... can anyone pls tell me wat to do???

Should i pursue my dream of being a pilot or follow my parents' wish???


Ich vermisse dich left a note at 11:57 PM

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