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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Things haf not been going well recently... which starting to get me mad... maybe tat's e bad point abt me... i cannot stand ppl messing up the things tat i haf planned nicely... it's worse when u do smthing wif passion n ended up, it doesn't turn out to be wat u expect... life is realli unexpected, nth is constant... although i always remind myself to be flexible n adapt to e situation, things juz keep getting worse... don't noe y, whenever i fixed one problem, another one will pop out... it never ends ya???
but e interesting part is... i blame no one... i juz blame myself... for not being there is stop e problem from arising or to solve it... maybe it's juz my habit... "if things go wrong, problem lies on mi"... sounds weird but tat's wat i believe lar... cause i feel it's always easier to change urself rather than changing e environment... but now, i start to wonder, is it realli my fault tis time??? or e situation is meant to be screwed up n no matter wat i do it's gonna be e same ending??? i don't noe... it has been one n a half yr since i got tis feeling... feel lost, can't get e energy to work on... i seem to lose my focus... things r not as simple as wat i tink... maybe it's a time to take a break......
Ich vermisse dich left a note at 8:34 PM
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