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Sunday, December 04, 2005

Now is 4.23AM... at des chalet... super tired... we gambled thoughout e nite... now they r finalli going to stop... lol... i lost e most tonite... i tink got 8 bucks... today is not my day... haiz... seem like my suai life is still carrying on...

talk abt e first wk of shit first... i last min change my role... totalli don't noe wat to do n they expect us to do e best... wth... don't noe wat r they tinkin lar... aren't they suppose to e best person for e job??? i had no experience in it at all lar... damn stupid... then i kanna a lot of punishment cause i juz can't do e rite thing lar... haiz... so demoralising... n next wk is gg to be worst... all five days haf to go for training... i getting a lot of injuries now... don't noe i can survive till e actual day or not... haiz...

ok... happy stuff... todae finalli got out... wasted a lot of money on cab... cause is rushing around... haf to go svc pre-camp briefing by 2... will not be gg e camp but juz wanna go down n take a look lar... juz hopefully e camp will run smoothly... after tat, i was rushing around wif chris for e camp t-shirt design stuff... reached des chalet at around 8.30... not as mani ppl as i expected but got rare appearance... mr toh, lau n tan... onli get to talk to them for a while... i came too late la... lol... apparently we didn't do much thing la... juz e noraml chit-chat session n gambling... but it's still fun... ha... at least it a gd to spend my precious wkend meaningfully...

gg back in soon... so sian... gg to miss e camp... i tink e next wk gg to a tough for mi... will be veri demoralise cause i miss e volunteer camp... it's realli damn sad lar... haiz... realli hate it but i still haf to do it... cannot take it... faster get over n done wif... ok... now is 4.39AM... light off liaoz... everyone is sleeping... time for mi to sleep also... muz get back some energy... tired...

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