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::Fotos::

Thursday, May 04, 2006

It supposed to be a happy day... got my IPPT gold, doing great for my exams... but have been shattered all because of someone... i'm so disappointed... my heart feel veri pain... as if it has been cut by a sharp knife... it's my first time having tis feeling... i don't know y... i don't know y he has to be like tat... i can't believe he can do tis kind of thing... WHY!!?? for all i haf been trying to hold 32 of us together... but seem like i'm the one tat can't do it... i juz don't know... i juz feel veri betrayed... i don't understand his intention... i planned to listen to his explanation... but i juz blew off b4 i could do tat... y can't i juz hold a bit more??? arghzz... i don't know y... i juz lost control... i can't believe it realli happens to mi... i'm so useless...

forget abt it... i juz broke the promise i made... as i was still happily talking abt it yest, todae i juz shattered it with my own hand... i tink i'm juz purely useless... wat "promise wat u can do, deliver more than wat u promised"... i can't even do tat... i'm so sry to the rest of ur... i'm e one tat can't do tat...

Ich vermisse dich left a note at 10:57 PM

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