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Monday, July 24, 2006

Haiz... now got no more volunteer work to do... life seem more sian now... i got mix feelings after finishing the carnival last sat... realli wish to continue on but i noe i muz prioritise... career obviously is e most impt now for mi... i can't afford to lose tis chance to get such a great career... seriously, it's realli sad to leave volunteering cause i may not haf anymore chance to do it again... though it's juz a short one n a half year in volunteering, i learnt a lot... it's a veri enjoyable experience, smthing tat i can't find elsewhere... as they always said in the chinese, all good things muz come to an end... it's time for mi to leave... sad but juz haf to accept it...

Todae i juz recaluated the possibility of i leaving on aug, seem like there is a high chance for mi to leave... kind of unexpected cause all the long i thought i will roll... seriously, if i haf to go, i will go... but now got a lot stuff unsettled, feel quite uneasy to leave without settling all e things... Especially there is one more veri serious problem tat i haf been avoiding for e past 1 yr... xiaoying brought it up last sat... actualli i realli forgot abt it after one yr of busy work... but now it's back again... it's juz smthing tat i can't face... maybe i haf to avoid again... seriously now it's not a gd time to talk abt it... everything is juz so uncertain...

Ich vermisse dich left a note at 12:33 PM

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